I understand very well that I am way too sober and still resistant to acknowledge any possible joy this project means to people in general. However, despite all biological changes that are taking place in me now, I still want to be in control of myself and still fear of intensive attention (from my own parents, for instance). Sometimes, I wonder if the new life in me would feel very lonely since both K and I are still somehow detached.
Thursday, July 24, 2014
Saturday, July 19, 2014
A 40-week Project: I
19/July/2014 (Sat)
We visited a local gynaecological centre for the first time on the 19th to begin a 40-week project. By now the small life has already settled down in me for more than 8 weeks. I thought that I should keep some record during this long and patient process, but there is no guarantee of feelings of excitement in my future writings, as readers of my blog would know that I am quite incapable of expressing elated emotion in general.
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