A 40-week Project: II

I understand very well that I am way too sober and still resistant to acknowledge any possible joy this project means to people in general. However, despite all biological changes that are taking place in me now, I still want to be in control of myself and still fear of intensive attention (from my own parents, for instance). Sometimes, I wonder if the new life in me would feel very lonely since both K and I are still somehow detached.

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