Prologue to Sorry-ology

Someday last December, I was driven by a feeling of moodiness to start this blog. I found "sorry" seems to me a never-ending remorse. Sometimes it is quiet and tame when happiness occasionally shouts outloud, but the solemn voice of remorse is invincible.
The depressing indulgence persists and repeats, and I have to constantly remind myself to turn away.

So that I turned away one day to my first Christmas shopping in 2005.

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  1. C212Fri Jan 06, 11:39:00 pm GMT

    though 家家有本難念的經,
    I still believe there's much
    to be thankful for and happy about.

    sometimes we think we have no choice, but, still, we can choose and try to be light-hearted.

    may all rest in peace

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  2. WanchenSat Jan 07, 04:21:00 pm GMT

    Thanks, Jinghuey! I am feeling much better. This X'mas is very refreshing, I feel much energized now.
    Sometimes, emotion just becomes monstrous. : )

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  3. impermissible wanyüSat Jan 07, 06:08:00 pm GMT

    i really love this xmas

    i love jenny's family loads

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